8-10-03 10:57pm
Started site. Mom playing Mah jong downstairs. What should I do? What should I hold here? hm.....
8-11-03 1:08pm
Decided to have a bunch of anime stuff here, don't know what exactly yet but oh well. I also will probably have what i'm doing and some other stuff such as where i'm goin, if i'll be gone, well, w/e
8-12-03 1:54 pm
I'm at my Aunt's house. I'll go swimming soon. This house belongs to my aunt Julia(I say this because I have 23 aunts and uncles). I think I'll get a visit counter, even though I've barely started this site. What else? hm.....
9-7 no pdat in a while! u guys mis me?if ya don't well y r u here? What? u wonder y i act all dff from the rants? well thats because what i said down ther was my feelings, now i'm returnoing to my school self. not thatits really me.....n e ways, there r new pics (special for u jeanne mostly MT)

10-11 9:06 pm hmm....i dunno if n e 1 looks at this site but if u do, please ask for a series for pics, i'm good at looking for a pic until i found it. HEY, JONATHAN H. IF U R OUT THERE, I HERE U HAVE A HENTAI CIRCLE! IS THAT TRUE? lol umm i'll try to get more pics, i have updated the favorite links

12-7-04 2:19 pm damn, i look around and what do i c? i c stupid ppl! *looks around, no1 but himself* w8...doesn't that mean...*scratches his head* wut the hell, i dun care. n e wayz i'm beggining to hold rants on this site <a href="http://www.xanga.com/ilovelain1>here, its where i found alex's site...</a> *sighs* i think i'll find sum pics...*wanders off and looks at random gifs instead*

8-10-03
Well, I'm going to Canada soon. I dunno what I'm gonna do there, but it won't be fun. I have to go with my friends, which isn't bad, but thier parents are slave drivers. Great. Also, There is a Anime Expo going on there, THE DAY I LEAVE!!!! Screw it. Everything is against me. I dunno what else to talk about....oh well. hmmm.....oh yeah, I entered a yu-gi-oh tournament (i don't play much) lost in the first round and got a free tp3. I opened it when i got it and recieved a mechanical chaser. I sold it to the nearest guy for on the spot. was that good?hm..... it doesn't matter
8-11-03
Started the day by cleaning the house, whee. I was bored out of my mind. I shouldn't have told my mpom that though, as she assigned me with an hour of piano practice. Hm... nothing new.... I don't think many ppl will come to this site, but that's ok now i don't really care, not now n e ways...

LATER

been 12 hrs since the last update, lol, now its 9pm. Just went to Gilroy,CA and went to Bonfante Gardens. Pretty boring considering it's for kids 10 and lower. Stupid "Choo Choo Train!" my mom made me ride. SO BORING AND STUPID! Go in circles 10x around the park! YAY! lol.
8-24-03
came back from canada only to be bored to hell by my cousins, 16-23 yr olds who want to go shopping. (2 boys and 1 girl) I found out that the 16 yr old loves anime 2, I made friends with some of his manga buddies, and got a bunch of sights I never knew before.I also showed him bittorrent, but In don't think he'l use it because his friend has bittorrent and whenever he downloads stuff, he puts it on his website. but n e ways me and my cousin r going to lee's comics today so we can buy stuff. he *cough* unlike me, likes hentai though......not to mention he showed me a bunch of manga, and 3 of them had lesbians, and we were reading it, i turned the page, and my aunt came in. the page before was fine, because it was the cover page, but the first page had.......u can guess. n e ways, i'm going to go download and annoy holeinweb now, cya
9-7-03
well, just confessed somethig 2 someone (and no i will not sy what iconfesed) and i thik i should hae confessed, its rleived me of al hese feeling i had bottled up nie ofme. JADE! U READING THIS? now... i finally think there r ppl who rally will trustme. Y r u loking at me like that? becaue i never talk this way normally? wel, it's ho realy feel
10-11

i was reading my last journal and i was all thinking...should i delete that? do i really want ppl to know how i really feel? i've been keeping myself in shadows, just blending in with the crowd. I get pretty good at that. That's how i am always friends between enemies. o well. I'll probably look at this post next week and laugh, saying what an idiot, but......should i delete the last post....I really hope no1 is readinig this...